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Dearest xxxxxx,

I love you. So much. I know we've grown apart; our ideals differ drastically now, and we don't always approve of each other's choices. You wrote me a note at the beginning of last summer that really hurt - you'd turn me in to the police if you ever caught me doing something illegal - really? I guess you think it'd be for the best...because you always do things for the best. You're just that kind of person. And I love that about you, although that's not me. I want you to know that there's absolutely nothing you can do that will make me stop loving you. You've always been the big sister in our relationship, let's be honest. I wouldn't have it any other way, though. I admire you so much. Yes, I'm super jealous, but only because I respect you so much, and wish I was as capable as you. I don't remember a time without you, couldn't imagine a life without you. I had so much fun growing up with you, and I'm glad that you're such a nerd sometimes, it's refreshing. Who else could memorize capitals & countries with me? Or laugh about the pooping Dalmatian with me? I know you sometimes think I disregard our family...but trust me, that's not the case, I love our family so much, I'm starting to realize its importance more & more as I live without you all.

XOXO x infinity(squared)
xxxxxxx